I
recently started college (In fact, I've only actually been there for ten days)
and I am extremely homesick. I cry every day, I can't eat very much, and I
barely sleep. I'm at home for weekend, and I can't event focus on having fun,
because I am so afraid of going back. I've never been away from home for very
long, and the members of my family are my best friends. I miss them when i go,
and it's so hard for me to focus in class or have any fun outside of class. I
don't want to go back, but i know if i quit now, I will always wonder what if?
I will fell like a quitter. But I honestly want these feelings of constant
sadness and loneliness to go away. I'm going to go to the college counselor,
and I'm going to try and delve into my faith, but I'm still terrified of being
away. In conclusion when I enter to
Phnom Penh at my first I had to do every things that I never did before because
in the past time my mother and my farther always did it for me. Now I knew how
to live alone and how to manage myself, to cooked, to bugged money.
